The Shadow Knows

There are places and times for pure childlike delight.

We’d been through a stressful year. Death hovered too close to our family. Through the miracles of modern medicine, assisted by angels along the way, we survived. And so we ferried in September to our beloved Provincetown at the very tip of Cape Cod. We walked for miles at water’s edge, marveling at the vast ocean. Our mortal footprints disappeared as the tide returned to shore. We witnessed new dawns. Gazed at a glistening moon path on darkest nights. It was a time of contemplation and somber thankful prayers. 

Until that early morn. Standing in the cool sand, my shadow elongated before me. Cast like a circus lady on stilts. Like mirrors where clowns stretch tall or wide. Magnified to the absurd. And it birthed a smile. And then a chuckle. And then a laugh. Pure childlike delight far beyond my years. And it felt good. 

owls perch and observe
cows chew their cud in solemnity 
spring lambs frolic free


It’s Haibun Monday at dVerse, the virtual pub for poets, and Toni asks us to write about shadows. Any kind of shadows. A Haibun includes one or two paragraphs of prose and it cannot be fiction. The prose is followed by a haiku (3 lines with syllable counts of approximately 5, 7, 5). Haikus are about nature and include a seasonal word. Photo is my shadow in Provincetown. 

29 thoughts on “The Shadow Knows

    • lillian's avatar lillian April 3, 2017 / 3:42 pm

      Thank you! Always enjoy your enthusiastic responses 🙂

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      • dornahainds's avatar dornahainds April 4, 2017 / 10:44 am

        And once more, I wish to say, ‘Thank You for your array of Fantastic Writings. Ah, they are truly a treasure.’ (@–>–)

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  1. kanzensakura's avatar kanzensakura April 3, 2017 / 10:54 am

    What a wonderful joyous haibun. I love how you have woven shadows of the soul in with actual shadows. It is indeed good to laugh and let the troubles of the past wash out to sea. And you were one of those lambs frolicking in freedom.

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    • lillian's avatar lillian April 3, 2017 / 3:43 pm

      I’ve always loved this photo I took…..it did indeed mark a turning point so I thank you for this prompt today 🙂

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      • kanzensakura's avatar kanzensakura April 3, 2017 / 4:04 pm

        You are more than welcome. I remember things you have said about this year.

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  2. kim881's avatar kim881 April 3, 2017 / 3:19 pm

    Oh, I agree, Lillian, that there are places and times for pure childlike delight. They are especially welcome after a difficult time. Provincetown sounds beautiful. I like the photograph you have chosen to illustrate your haibun – I have a similar one!

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    • lillian's avatar lillian April 3, 2017 / 3:44 pm

      True laughter from deep within does much to ease a difficult past. Glad you enjoyed.

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    • lillian's avatar lillian April 3, 2017 / 3:45 pm

      oooooh …. wonder if someone will write about “shadow art” — where you move your hands, fold them in different ways, and then the shadows they create look like animals 🙂 Haven’t thought about that in a while!

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  3. Frank Hubeny's avatar frankhubeny April 3, 2017 / 3:37 pm

    It is nice how shadows elongate in the early morning or just before sunset.

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  4. navasolanature's avatar navasolanature April 3, 2017 / 4:02 pm

    This really heldy attention and moved me. The joy that comes out of the shadow is strong and inspiring. Your difficult time and your response is beautifully written. I am reading a book on joy by the Dalai Lama and Archbishop Desmond Tutu. You all offer a message of getting through those dark times by allowing the joy of living and the chuckle to come through!

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    • lillian's avatar lillian April 3, 2017 / 4:59 pm

      What a wonderful comment! I truly appreciate your kind words here.

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  5. Bev's avatar Bev April 3, 2017 / 4:18 pm

    You cast a long shadow indeed! Your haibun is beautifully written, and it’s easy to identify with the experience of a close brush with death occasioning time spent in deep thought.

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    • lillian's avatar lillian April 3, 2017 / 4:59 pm

      Thank you for your thoughtful comment, Bev. It is truly appreciated.

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  6. ZQ's avatar ZQ April 3, 2017 / 4:32 pm

    I couldn’t stop smiling at the end of a very serious write.

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  7. Glenn Buttkus's avatar Glenn Buttkus April 3, 2017 / 4:58 pm

    OMG–you & Toni & I all used the old radio show as impetus for our titles; great minds and all that; smile. A a photographer, I’m clicking images of my own shadow a lot; what fun. Your poem had a lovely conclusion & we need more of those for sure.

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    • lillian's avatar lillian April 3, 2017 / 5:01 pm

      Shadows truly are amazing, aren’t they? Somewhere at the beginning of my blog there’s a poem I wrote about wondering, when my shadow is cast behind me, if it still follows my exact movements or it it takes a little freedom and makes some of its own independent movements behind my back! 🙂 Wouldn’t that be something? An impish shadow!

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  8. paulscribbles's avatar paul scribbles April 3, 2017 / 5:32 pm

    A dance through your own personal shadow stories into a shadow dance of joy…brilliant.

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  9. Grace's avatar Grace April 3, 2017 / 5:47 pm

    I was prepared for the sadness but you quickly changed the tone to lightness and fun ~ Love the elongated photo and your haiku reminds me of the gentle creatures as they go through their own lives ~ Perhaps we can take a lesson or two from them ~

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  10. jillys2016's avatar jillys2016 April 3, 2017 / 6:27 pm

    Smiling my way through to your photo. Delightful!

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  11. Gina@alifelesslived's avatar Singledust April 3, 2017 / 6:45 pm

    nice to read not about the darkness of shadows but a reflective one on life’s journey and how it casts troubles away. very inspiring words for healing

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  12. wolfsrosebud's avatar wolfsrosebud April 3, 2017 / 7:16 pm

    There’s nothing like joy after the storms of life. Beautiful hiabun.

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  13. maria's avatar maria April 4, 2017 / 7:29 am

    Aw, such delightful read. 🙂

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  14. ladynyo's avatar ladynyo April 4, 2017 / 10:40 am

    Lillian…this was awesome! I expected gloom but you turned it into joy. Lovely.

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